i'm worried.

so i barely studied today. i spent half the day with my parents, helping move/clean and doing other errands. 

when i decided i was really going to study i got distracted by craigslist and spent HOURS looking for a place to live. 

and then when i decided it was REALLY REALLY time to study it was dinner time.

and now everybody's online so....... really what am i going to get done. -___-

well, i discovered some new kelly clarkson songs i like. and one of them is called "Already Gone". it makes me really sad because i guess i can kinda relate.

Remember all the things we wanted

Now all our memories, they're haunted

We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our firsts held high

It never would've worked out right

We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out

I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter

Where we take this road someone's gotta go

And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder

But I know that you'll find another

That doesn't always make you wanna cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in

Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that I love you so, love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter

Where we take this road someone's gotta go

And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone

You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong

I'm already gone, already gone

There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Remember all the things we wanted

Now all our memories they're haunted

We were always meant to say goodbye

sigh. it hits me right in the spot that makes me go :( and breaks my heart a little. 

br-rog-gu.

Hi blog!

So, I decided to start a blog because I want to write about all my thoughts and happenings in my life since I'm now done with college (although it's technically not official yet). I feel like I'm forced to grow up as I've received my first job offer as a pediatric nurse along with the fact that I'll be moving to Vancouver soon. Ahh it's so crazy. I just feel like I'll have a lot of things on my mind as I graduate and start my new job... so it's a good time for a blog.

Well, I'm supposed to be studying for my CRNE right now so I really shouldn't blog. I don't have much to say anyways except...... hi! :]