what's left?

dear blog, sorry i've neglected you. so may things have been happening...

the exam has been over and done with for awhile. sigh. let's not speak of it and just cross our fingers.

i'm graduated. yay...!

and we're just friends.

just friends.

the two words constantly repeating in my head everytime i think about you, talk to you or mention you.

"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened." 

i can't decide whether to smile or to cry. i want to do both.

here comes goodbye

here comes the last time

here comes the start of every sleepless night

the first of every tear i'm gonna cry

here comes the pain

here comes me wishing things had never changed

that she was right here in my arms tonight

why does it have to go from good to gone?

before the lights turn on, and you're left alone

here comes goodbye.